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[Lord Akira]

Hmm its been awhile since i logged any news here , Things on Crete have been busy , Scorp has been busy with the rebuilding of our Forces and so has Nobodie , which leaves me and Zeta to keep the current patrols going as smoothly as possible. Zeta has tied up with family matters so i been pulling double shifts on Patrol. But the reason for this log entry was to log an encounter of great importance, it seems that the Queen Of Kaos has reared her fangs once more within sirus , I though she had been long gone , retired and doing the family thing Heh guess not , well if she is half the pilot she used to be , she''ll be racking up bounties on her head soon enuff. And that also means she'll make her way to gamma and see me back in my old skin again , boy shes in for treat..... Time will tell the story from here on if she decides to grow some wings again .. This time i wont let my guard down with her , she will be just like the rest , Another target...

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[Lord Akira]

Well again it has been awhile since i logged my thoughts again.. LOL old habits die hard ..

Well here we go.. times have changed for me and Six again , her bad habits has lead her back to our private home in the unknown system which is good for now
for i have my hands full with my new employers , Heh the [COP] , great bunch of guys , and i feel i'll fit in just well , I hope..... and i say that because my nomad virus has reared its ugly head again , making just eating a normal meal something you'd wish to not think of for the pain is unbearable.. sleep is something of a pass time now so my filght times are dropping to just a few runs a week , that of which drains my body and mind of any energy i have built up ..
I leave in a couple of days to see another private doctor to see if this fool will keep me breathing or do i face giving in to this virus for good? Heh i thought i would never say those words , give in to something , me? Six still hasnt accepted that this time this virus might change me again. But my question is what will it be ? I know inside i still feel like i can control this virus , but it has seemed to take a form of something i havent faced in a real long time.. not one everyone would think , for its form it has choosen this time stares back at me in the mirror every night when im spewing my insides out my mouth and tasting nothing but bile and blood.. Yummy .
A couple of days ago my dad came to wake me in the middle of the night, funny how the dead alway seem to talk to me when I'm so close to joining them! He told me to get my arse up and get right , He said my fight sint going to be easy , not when im facing myself.. the one i could never beat... Yes six you heard me , do you really think i got rid of my addictions? My bad habits? My ...... other side. The side that has taken form of this virus now , strong , evil , uncaring .. it never ends. but heck she'll know of it when she grows up , for its in our dna..

So where do i go from here ? stay for another fight with my demonds? (heck those guys have doing push ups just waiting for me to let them out to play) or do i choose to cut them from my body and soul and see what becomes of me after its all done? thats what im scared of ... this pain made me what i am now!! how will i live if the fire that fuels my engine is gone? some say i'll change and keep on trucking , some say i might be even better ?? i truely dont know? all i know is im tired , and sleeping sounds like a well deserved treat after shooting down yet another old friend.. whats to become of this ? Scorp is deadly when he wants to be and me , lol i shot my mouth off again , but heck i wouldnt be me if i didnt? well his guns will wait for me , i know him all to well , which is why i let his escape pod go, when that little voice told me to shoot it too... he doesnt know how close i was to letting go... but like i said , that will wait..
SO now sleep sounds good so im putting this ship on auto pilot and im gonna get some cryo-sleep and will continue this topic in my head tomorrow when i have more strength .....

Akira signing off

[Lord Akira]

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Well its been only a short bit in cryo-sleep and i was awakend by my ships master alarm. My ship was in orbit planet Fantomu ?? what the heck? Last ti thought my nav point led to upper parts of New Toyko to see this doctor.. Looking down at the cryogel i noticed that i wasnt even plugged into the darn thing? so how did i end up
here ? Suddely my coms disply picked up an utility ship , i hailed them and they all of a sudden freak and run back to the planet, i say to myself this is weird? So i go to engage my engines and find out they have been off for qite some time and ice has frozen the main lines.. lol im not doing an evo .... So i hope my old backup coms unit is charged , checking.......... hotdogs it is !!! Well after all that drama i'm back on my way to NT to hook up with this doctor( note to self :: have navi unit checked for possible damage.. ).

Well on my way now and have the cryo warming up . I cant help to think what happened to Scorp ? hope he made it back alive? Shame to see that friend turned into a human popcicle lol . I dont know whats been going on inmy head but it seems i not qite here all the time.. but i am? its hard to figure out but i have no time to worry about that.. Cryo is kicking in and i feel like im doped up on cardi.. ahhh the good old days . My old buget from my take of the spoils of the day... cardi and guns , money i got enuff of to retire from life in hot seat.... LOL not yet says that voice in my mind , you still havent finished what you started... oh yea heh man i hate when they speak to me like that , creeps me out thinkin im going insane? Well i been called worse in my life , Ahhh the cold hand of ccryo is crawling through my veins , and i feel my body falling alseep .. my eyes closin now ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Wake up!!! ....... Akira Wake UP YOU S.O.B. .......... YOU ARE NOT DOING THIS TO ME AGAIN ............... Akira?



What???? thought i was dreaming i was in my ship , not at this Club? You are in your ship.. lol man my heads playing those tricks again... hope this isnt the little bit of cardi i put in the cryo Nope it isnt lol , your funny when your here but i havent much time to tell you this , Hes coming for you again and you better be ready , its not like anything you have faught before , nor anyone else ... but we all know you can do it , ..... your thirst for those day long battles is upon you again , just ........... Just be your self ........

Huh was i just dreaming? that was weird .. brain must have sneaked some extra rum in the cryo mix , lol old Geezer . Ahhh here we go sleep again , and hopefully without these weird interruptions .... tomorrow i will be hopefully repaired physically and mentally , lol ok well just my body , i can still manage my head ...


Akira signing off..................................................

[Lord Akira]

Well i'm on my way to the unknown today , my trip to that doctor in New toyko didnt work out how i expected it too. First off i still have the nomad virus , the doctor told me to stop using so much cardi because its screwing up my insides and also my brain ... ( LOL well Doc that was screwed up long b4 i started using cardi ) So now i'm faced with living in pain again and i'm still thinking of how i'm going to tell Six the bad news .. well i could lie ? But i know she'll see right through my lie , i never was good at it around her ... besides she's the one that called me to come to my private Villa in the unknown . and i'm wondering why? Is the CCoF getting too close for comfort for her , i did start a small war with them ? , but i doubt Scorp or nobodie would risk me going on the war path.. they are too smart for that. I wonder if it was them who payed that Merc Spirit to hunt me and try to kill me? Well if so i would like to see the look on thier faces when she came back in an escape pod and thier retainer fee was used to replace a ship i happily set flames to.. either way my old self seems to be rearing its ugly head out a little more than usual , which is helpfull in my new job..

So what could be so important that my litte girl would risk being found to send me a message? i have no idea but it better be good or she'll catch the backend of my hand for such a foolish thing.. She had sound like she was scared but she didnt want to flat out say it to me.. well i'll find out soon enuff , my new hyperdrive is working like a champ and i should be there in under a day if nothing knocks me out .. I hope for her sake she just wants to see her dad , and for some poor fools sake if he messed with her ... lol her last boyfriends hand is still stuck in my exust port... lol

Well over all its been another intrresting week so far so let see how it ends itself...

Lord Akira signing off....